makingitttabeautifulllife:

I like being alone. I like solitude. I like not getting emotional, and having my feelings all flummoxed. 

Yes, i’ll admit that there are moments where I do wish I wasn’t, but a majority of the time i am perfectly happy with being alone. But when those moments come around.. i feel forlorn..i suddenly feel this urge to love someone and to hold someone and be with someone…and while i lay on my bed and pitty myself for feeling like this.. i slowly feel as if i’m getting smaller and smaller… lonelier and lonelier..and i am left with no other choice but to force myself into getting up and forgetting that feeling,  for i am in that state of mind for only a few hours.. and when those hours are over..i am back to being content and happy with myself. “Happy” with being alone.

you see.. When one is “alone” their emotions/heart aren’t on the line..their heart is not led to pain, and their feelings are not led to misinterpretation or disarray. 

(Source: gotmyscarsandheartrighthere)